i am a walking contradiction the visual allows me to imagine just as much as text does so reading the book before the film is not necessarily superior or more fluid i want to be a car having its panels beat thong hearing its own slap against foot dogs are existential objects don’t you think doing bombs into a pool is androgynous dives flamboyant i do not always go the party with the intent to talk to people

he tells me of a dream where he finds his brother in a fridge which is installed flush with the wall while his head is hanging out the rest of his body extends beyond the bounds of ordinary fridge rather it carries further a portal of kinds coraline-adjacent maybe this is scary because as children we associate doors with entrances to elsewhere and in fictional supernatural films we see ordinary doors take on this power in monsters inc harry potter even the idea of bookcase doors have you even seen parasite so is this kind of weird then that a fridge blurs this line

horses are certainly recurring motifs in art why why this tension because horse human animal

small talk is laborious but it isn’t unimportant try asking what’s something you can’t quite work out lately or wrap your head around or something odd that happened to you recently who do you think you are for example

i eat the air yet struggle to breathe it

ikea electric van purrs a transcendental chime but when it reverses sounds the scene of a duck being beat

dreams have their own sense so there are dreams that make sense within its sense but perhaps still not in the sense we commonly know in the waking world having finished reading schrumm schrumm or the sunday quicksands experiment some days ago i found out about the sense of another world namely of the city of misunderstanding governed by the rule of abocketeback where logic and nonsense were inverted it even influenced my dreams which i interpret as a high compliment for i cared enough to let it furnish that space i walked into a chemist and the store clerk or chemist seemed to already be ready for me body turned facing me directly she stood in front of a shelf glass cabinet with medical goods in tow you know how chemists are and told me about a new product that works exceptionally well and pluralistically during pregnancy it’s a product that both you can use on your lips i wasn’t sure how lips and pregnancy came into conversation with another how they were relevant to the other but i listened on you sort of rub it on and it works so effectively at what i wondered and for your partner a man it works really well for their balls because you know how their balls get very sweaty during pregnancy and all i held my tongue and pondered how it was that balls were impacted during pregnancy when men weren’t actually carrying a baby how that was possible physiologically we stood talking going back and forth but how but of course but why but you know kind of talk and eventually i was convinced my transformation was dramatic from the beginning to now i was filled as if with the good word god fear the truth and as i walked my new posture toward the checkout counter i smiled from ear to ear with the new product which by the way looked like a cylindrical packet of xxx mints i think they were pastilles that sort of dispersed upon use i saw the straight faces of two new clerks hands behind backs A MASTERCLASS IN INNOVATION I yelled and here they began laughing softly moderately hysterically at me this i couldn’t work out why